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Monday, March 30, 2009
God, guide me through. posted at 7:10 PM
I am not the old me i used to be.Ever since, i got promoted to secondary 1. Life just seems so much different. Once, i just smile and laugh at everyone i know; but now, there aren't anymore laughter and fun. Happiness just seem to gone to a far far away place. Laughing at something/someone which isn't funny, isn't nice, do you know how does it feel to be faking a smile at something/someone which make your heart sink lower and lower? It just hurts so much, why can't i just be like the girl i once used to be, never bothered at how people look at me, never bothered to be upset about comments made by others, never be bothered by people who just don't seem to care, never be so that upset at things which aren't meant to be upset for. I am trying my best, i want to be a good friend, a good person. I don't want to quarrel with my parents anymore, i don't want to quarrel with my friends anymore. I want to be good, i want to be nice, i want to be caring and kind. God, please guide me through. John would be leaving for Australia tonight, please do look after him. Allow him to come back after 6months , safe and sound. Be careful John :) We will miss you. Lois and Jasper would be leaving for missionary trip, i don't know when but still God, do take care of them and others too. They will be spreading Your word, spreading love to the world :D ______ Everytime, you would be in my mind. I close my eyes, and i would be hoping you are beside me. I don't know what is that in yours eyes, whether it is good or bad. I know, i would not be able to see you in school, but still i hope i do. I turn back everytime i leave, hoping to see you, even though i know you would never be there, i still hope so. Please. Friday, March 27, 2009
你到底知道我有多爱你吗？ posted at 8:53 PM
Okay, changed skin again.I will not be uploading pictures in my post anymore. The pictures will be uploaded at the profile column yeah. :) It's just not the same anymore. We used to get along very well with each other. Now, you just keep on --------- me. Okay, fine. In the first place, i didn't even said i was ------ and ----. I know i arent ------ at all okay, and i know you are just so wonderful, people just keep saying you are ----. But STFU okay, i know how i ----, i don't need you to tell me. Must you purposely infront of everyone say it out loud? You very ---- so what? You thought you now ---- next time will also very damn ---- uuh? wait long long please. Don't think you are the ------- in the class and school okay, so many people out there better than you. You now keep saying so many other people, insulting them, you next time will be worst than them, will look ------- ---- okay. ughn. -.- annws, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZULHAZIQ. Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Wednesday posted at 6:49 PM
(They are the best sisters) *pictures at the side* Okay, :) Finally, uploaded all the 10pictures. There were alot more pictures but too unglam and too lazy to upload already. (laughs) Let's start. After school, went minimart with Kelly,Zhenling and Tzeting. Maggiemee and played. Soon, tzeting went for her piano lesson. So we went to limbang macdonald to slacked. Actually meeting YAYU, but she can't come out D: So i punished her, tmwr come limbang find me :) (Jumps for joy) Then we started playing and taking photos. I LOVE KELLY AND ZHENLING CAN! (widewide smile) Zhenling take the clothes from blogshopowners. Bought frenchfries and added loads of salt. Played abit of truth or dare. Then decided to go home. Walked to buy bubbletea then realised it was raining so heavily. So we stayed at macdonalds. We played Sweet Home, (FUN) Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Tuesday posted at 6:39 PM
:) [Throw banana skin]Finally, finish editing skin. In school, zhenling became my Romeo (laughs) First lesson : Physics, Mr.Foo didn't come, and i didn't do my Physics Toy. (phew) Then i did mathematics since there was nothing else to do. Second lesson : Mathematics, Miss.Tan didn't come too. So teacher gave us do classtest. Oh, i surely get lowlow one x.x Cause i realized lots of mistakes at the end, then no time to change. Recess : Raining , bought eggburger and drink. Walked around the school. Third lesson : Geography(loves), learnt Global Warming. Everyone must start saving earth okay ! Fourth lesson : Biology, learnt photosynthesis. Fifth lesson : Literature, read poems and such. After school, went mini mart to Maggie mee with Kelly, Tzeting and Peiyun. Saw Zhenling and co. Went to the playground there, Kelly and i sat on the top :) Then decided to play sandcastles with our empty cup noodle. So fun can, but it started to rain so went back to school library to do our IT project. Did,did,did,did,did,did,did. But still haven't finish (screams and cries and tears paper) :) Then Kelly , tzeting and i walked to lot one. Then go the vending machine. The machine spoil, then we go kick the machine. (please laugh) At lot one, went to aries. Bought our combs, rubber bands. (jumps up and down) Wee, i got the same rubber band with Kelly. Annws, saw Denise, so we took 307 together. At the interchange, saw Jiasheng, called him but he never hear -.- Sit bus with them :) Home. (You are mine.) Monday, March 23, 2009
Monday posted at 7:17 PM
( It was you who found me ) After school, went limbang macdonalds with kelly and tzeting. Alot of people yeah. We slacked there, then i got super high and started my ''valerie-gone-mad-crazy-insane-mode" (laughs) Went around buying sweets and stuffs:) walked back to school with kelly and tzeting. kelly went for choir. So tzeting and i walked to lot one and crapped the way. Bought my box :D So happy. Then want to popular, the card section there, we stood there for like 30mins looking and those birthday cards and stuffs. Super funny can, started making stories. Library, then walked back to school, tzeting went crazy on the way. (laughs) Walk-ed home. Saw brian and co. Oh, and how saddening, i forgotten to bring my keys T.T So i waited for like 1hour outside my house doing english correction and drinking vitagen given to me by my neighbour. Was msging Zhenling, then she told me to scream if something happens. Super funny la :D Thankyou. Saturday, March 21, 2009
Saturday posted at 2:56 PM
(edit)Left, what i took from a car. So yeah, i know its blur, but what do you expect from me taking a photo from a car? Right, what zhenling took :D I love the tree can! (laughs) Yeah, saw rainbow just now when coming home from Grandparent's house. The sky was orange, super uber nice okay. YAY. Byebye. (edited) St.John today was hearts :) Learnt marching. It was awesome okay, though we look like some kind of wooden robot doll. (laughs) First-Aid lesson, we learnt wounds and bleeding. The pictures were like gross can -.- Then fall in outside St.John room, talkedtalk. Yanrong was uber funny can. After St.John went to eat my KINDERJOY (heartshearts) I love kinderjoy okay! Limbang foodcourt-ed with Charmaine and Vanessa. Saw people. Then momma called me, realised she was at the hairsalon with Ryan. Went to find them :D Walked home. Yay, finshed my readingtask 4 liao. Now left chinese T.T Can't wait for church tmwr yeah :) Can't wait to go back to school and see my baobei kelly. Friday, March 20, 2009
Friday posted at 9:58 AM
 You are always on my mind.(Edit) YAY, i love LOVE PARADISE can! Love T.Zuqi for introducing me that song :) So happy. Annws, i found cupnoodles in my storeroom, finally, there's something to eat yeah? BUT, i this week ate maggiemee like 3times already, today makes it four times. (laughs) So, cannot let Momma know i eat maggiemee -.- I threw the cup at outside the rubbishbin. (SHHHH!) Okay, created new maple acc with t.zuqi, but i played awhile then don't want play already :) Sigh, i guess i need to complete my readingtask4 today, otherwise, i would not have anymore time to complete my homework. (Edited) Damn, i havent finish my chinese homeworks and readingtask4 yet kkaes. And i have no plan on finishing them today. Again, i am alone at home. Ryan went out for class outing at sentosa, i am jealous can. Momma and Daddy are out at work . How pathetic, there's nothing at home for me to eat and i am so lazy to go out alone to buy food. I havent even taken my breakfast yet okay. Can't believe my mom left me alone at home with nothing to eat. T.Zuqi isn't online yet, wanna ask her accompany me go limbang and eat ._. I am currently downloading maplesea yup, since t.zuqi is back at maple, but she has loads of friends at maple, so i guess i would be mapling alone. I sure do hope maplesea works on my laptop, if not i would be stuck with drama shows and re-reading the twilight series. Oh, Zulhaziq said there would be a bball match today , KranjiSec vs. BPGH. Think the match is already over annws, but Goodluck. Thursday, March 19, 2009
Thursday posted at 2:56 PM
I MISS KELLY NEO JIA XIN CAN! :{Kelly went for choir camp, so she didnt came for drama lesson today. Aww. Crazy day today, met Zhenling in the morning and walked to school together. Crapped and laughed, she's my love okay! Went to school, it was so early so we talked about the freezing part on the drama script. Then tzeting and many other classmates came, talked together and had fun. The teacher was late, so happy :D Drama had to do the freezing point thingy, then talked about the moving scenes. After drama, walked to lot one with zhenling and tzeting. They maked me laugh like mad. We walked around and bought stuffs at aries. went to KFC after that, crapped and i took alot of photos of zhenling. I am a pro photography okay! I hate my face in the group photo, so i am so not gonna post it up. Bought cheesefries, walked tzeting to the interchange. Then, walked to limbang with zhenling. We talked about _____, laughs. Annws, she stole my cheesefries!!!!! Yeah. at limbang met Crystal. Bought macflurry and milo. Stole alot of zhenling's frenchfries. Saw peiyun, she was with a group of guys from 1b ._. So, went to toilet with zhenling. I purposely knock myself into the door, then zhenling don't believe me, keep laughing -.- Then we crapped like heck inside the toilet can. I faster went out, then tell crystal and peiyun, zhenling kana sucked inside the handdryer machine. (laughs) Played games with them. Walked home with zhenling and crystal. Home. MOMMA, I AM HUNGRY AND THERES NOTHING TO EAT AT HOME. ROTTING TO DEATH T.T Monday, March 16, 2009
Monday posted at 6:03 PM
Time: 6.13pm (16/3)Kinda upset inside. Yesterday was totally whacko :D Met Charmaine at lot one as usual, bought chocolates for our motals. Lrt-ed to church. Was super early, so played PSP XD Then, lunch time made orange squash , there were like so many BB and GB people okay, so we gotta make extraextra more orange squash. Then shared noodles with charmaine. Chatted around and played :D Then recieved our presents from our angel. I recieved a letter and stickers :D But he/she spelled my name wrongly, so i went around asking people how to spell my name. Then went i ask YaJun, Valerie : YaJun, how to spell my name? YaJun : EH, HOW YOU KNOW? Valerie : *laughs* Omg, you ownself admitted ! Okay, yeah/ Cause we were like supposed to not let our mortal know that we are their angel. But YaJun admitted herself when i only ask her how to spell my name! (laughs) Yup, then went to the hall, played games. Then this BB guy, he wore a greyshirt i think. I saw him looking at charmaine, but charmaine said he was looking at me. (laugh) I think he would be kinda young for us ._. Annws, games / songs / lesson. After the service, went to change into our PE attire for games. Car-ed to people's house with Vivian,Martin,Melissa and Charmaine. Had fun in the car. Reached SingaporePoly. Played poisonball :DDDDD Then played captain's ball. I took off my shoes and socks cause it was dirty. Then played bare-footed on the wet,muddy,grassy grass. (laugh) it was super fun can. Then Daniel and Martin kept jumping on the mud, then the mud splashed here and there. (laughs) Played at a dry ground with a group of people then :D Funfunfun, then MRT-ed to yewtee with Charmaine. Bought bubbletea and bus-ed home, reached home at about 8.10pm? Today, met Charmaine at yewtee. Ate macdonalds. Walk-ed back to my house to do homework. Shortly after, went off to find Szemin. We watched this really hornyvampireshow can. Did abit of homework. then got really high. I was ''molesting'' Szemin's Elmo. (laughs) After that, they walked me to yewtee and i walk-ed home. I nearly banged into the walls because i was PSP-ing all the way. Lmao. I am forgiven, because You were forsaken. I am accepted, You were condemned. I am alive and well, Your spirit is within me Because You died and rose again. Time: 6.23pm Saturday, March 14, 2009
Saturday posted at 3:56 PM
Time: 4pm (14/3)ohmytian. I just realized i forgotten to get my mortal a present. Oh well, would get it tmwr before church :DDDD annws, Joey told me today's white valentines day :O Yesterday, went home straight after school. Had no mood to go around slacking and playing with friends okay. So don't blame me if i pissed you off, you didn't have to look at me when you hate me you know. And so what if i am like that, i know myself okay, it doesnt mean that only bad girls does that la. I know whats right and whats wrong, i know what i am doing. So shut your eyes if you are gonna just complain about me when you see me. Bought macdonalds and went home to watch dramashow :D Night time, went out with cousin,cousin'sfriends and parents. Ate dinner together at lot one. Homeed. Today, went out in the morning to meet friends to go to school together. Called zhenling, then found out that she was walking to school too, but i was kinda running late so charmaine and i went off to school for St.John first yaw. Attend the firstaid lesson in class3I as usual, it was boring as per normal. I was busy doodling at vanessa and charmaine's hands/arms. i draw their names until they look like a magazine XD Footdrill lesson was funfunfun. But we had to stand still for so long until my legs went wobbly T.T Seniors got scolded for some reasons ? Went outside st.john room for debrief. Limbang-ed with friends. Chatted with friends on msn / homework-ed Can't wait for churching tmwr :D Time: 4.10pm Thursday, March 12, 2009
以前的一句话是我们以后的痛苦 posted at 4:58 PM
Time: 5.04pm (12/3)Firstly, i would like to say : Kelly 我爱你 can! (laughs) Secondly, i don't know why, but i was on the verge of tears and yes, i am the most sensitive creature on earth okay. Whats the use of having friends when they don't even bother about you? Thirdly, i didn't said i was ____ okay, you people were the one saying about it. Don't you guys ever know how it feels to have someone insulting you right infront of you? School today was fine, met zhenling. Crapped all the way to the bus stop and waited for kelly. She came soon, walked to school then go hall to assemble. they talked about th project on biology/geography thing. Went for PE, boring._. Drama lesson was okay, nothing fun happened though. Went to change, recess-ed with kelly and ting. Chinese lesson was normal okay. Got back our chinese commontest results, didn't score badly, but didn't score well too. Composition writing: 43/70. Letter writing: 14/20. Teacher kept crapping about the composition, wasn't paying attention. English class, passed letter with kelly, kelly throw the paper keep hiting my head/hand! (laughs) Go through english homework. C.E lesson was crap x.x Can't remember what the teachers said. After school, kelly could not come science center , she had to go for choir (cry) Yeah, then it was a boring. At the science center, didn't even bother go read those stuffs can, so freaking boring. Bought frenchfries, eat and crapped with zhenling,ting and yisi. Bus-ed back to school. she makes me feel uncomfortable. Time: 5.18pm Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Fun posted at 7:52 PM
Time: 7.54pm (11march)Hello, merrychristmas and a happynewyear. Changed skin, had nothing better to do. School today was merry, i did lots of stupid things in school eg. molesting people (laughs) It was really funny. Met Kelly today at trafficlight, we walked to school talking crap. Saw Zhenling and friends, so went over to chat with them. Met new friend : JIAYING (1A) , i very friendly de okay! Flagraising, then english lesson. Pe, had napfa test la T.T i did extremely badly okay (screams). Recess, went to basketball court and watch people play again. IT lesson was extremely funny can! Kelly and i were like ''kicking'' them. Kept laughing, then teacher keep staring at me -.- Geography passed quickly. Physics lesson was normal. After school, went to canteen eat with Kelly. Then went to library to do biology project. the computers were like loading so freaking long can! Finally, load liao. Played/Horny-ed around with Kelly while doing project. After do finish went limbang with Kelly. Saw Zhenling :D Bubble-teaed then went to play fishing game (laugh) very fun okay! Slacked at macdonalds with her, played around. Walked her to busstop, then walked her back to trafficlight cause she wanted to ____. XD Home. Currently, chatting with ZUQI and ZHENLING. Time: 8.18pm (slacked) HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY . Weng Yayu (12march) Leong Hengwei (12march) Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Not happy. posted at 4:58 PM
*Flew*Unpleasant day x.x Unhappy things happened. Today, had fun sending letter to kelly in class, lmao. Kell and i are like siting beside in each in class but yeah, we were so bored so decided to write letter. :D It's very nice okay! We're gonna keep an album of crap letters we wrote. ♥Recess today, it was so nice can! (laughs) Kelly and i were 傻笑-ing went we saw them play. They really very shuai okay! Day passed very slowly. Very happy with my results :D English : 14/25 (C5) Mathematics : 35/50 (A2) Biology : 19/25 (A1/A2 , i have no idea) Physics : 18/25 (A2) Geography : 20/30 (A2) Literature : 26/30 (A1) Chinese : / ( ) Monday, March 09, 2009
Happy. posted at 6:25 PM
I will try to recall what happened..Morning, met Zhenling first, cause Kelly was late ! Yupp, then we walk together to school, locker-ed and stuffs. I kept crapping about him la, i mean he is seriously very uber uber shuai can! Must ask kelly jio him out with his friends too XD Went to unfold skirt and tuck in T.T make until uber long and retard can ! Kelly was enjoying herself as she watched me and laughed. (nerd can! ) Flag raising, then in the end they also never conduct full grooming check loh, make me cut (kelly and zhenling, i know you know i didn't really cut, but SHHH! ) my fingernails T.T Then went back to class for english lesson, did the file-in thing . Mathematics was (speechless) Teacher talk so fast, don't know what the crap she talking can. Algebra is so confusing. Saw Joey Senior :D Recess-ed with Kelly and Tzeting. Went basketball court with them and watched people play. Homecons next, got back my test paper :O , did pretty well though, then did some stuffs. Biology lesson, MsHo returned us our paper . At first i got A1 de la -.- then i too honest already, let teacher minus 2marks from me T.T Geography, MissChen returned us our paper. A2 i think. Chinese lesson = -.- Stupid YANGMEIMEI, keep staring at people , suck . After school, walked to lot one with Tzeting and Charmaine. Ate at foodcourt with them. Went for tuition at cousin's house. It was fun :D Annws, zhenling wants her name to be bigbig up here, so yeah :DD KELLY ~ LALALALALALALLALALAAAA ZHENLING ~ LALALALALALAAAAAAA Sunday, March 08, 2009
posted at 4:30 PM
*Edit*Was chatting with Joey, and i was kinda like going super high. FINALLY, i finished writing my chinese thingy. i arent really sure if i wrote correctly, but yeah at least i got do XD *Edited*
The game was like so funny okay ! John was distorting the whole sentence XD and so , it became : 101 Monkeys jump over the wall, and now the wall as 101 MonkeysLol, i think it's something like that. It means that 101 monkeys were trying to jump over the wall, but they jump too low then ''spat'' onto the wall. (Laugh can!) If you don't get it then , yeah tooo bad.Super funny. Songs and Lesson. :D
Labels: Churching Saturday, March 07, 2009
posted at 2:04 PM
Kranji's Road Run today :DDidn't win anything though ._. Early in the morning, meet Kelly and Zhenling at traffic light. We were crapping and crapping and hornying around. FISH CAKE BONE :) Laugh can ! Then walked to school and went to locker to put my bag don't wanna carry it around . Locker more safe . Then actually running with Kelly and Peiyun . But in the end, ran with Kelly cause PeiYun behind mah. Fun can ! After they give out the prize, went to hall. Then keep crapping with friends, but then MrsChan and MissLow were behind us loh -_- then we cannot talk anymore. After the talk , went down to canteen to slack. ( It was a boring time -.- we had totally nothing to do ) After it was over, Kelly and I went to field to find Zhenling. Could not find where TzeTing went to already. Limbang-ed with Kelly . At Macdonald, we were high-ing! (laugh) Saw Brian,Kevin,TongHong. Went to play 50cent and 20cent game with kelly. Won 2 badges , i love collecting expression badges can ! Uber cute la. Walked with Kelly to 307 busstop, Funny things happen, i was pretending to jump down the ''building'' (laugh) HOME SWEEET HOME.
Friday, March 06, 2009
posted at 3:51 PM
Firstly, i am uber sorry that i scolded you two something that i should not have. I was seriously very upset and moody at that point of time. Everything in my mind went negative and imma Sorry.I really dunno whats wrong with me this days. I get so easily frustrated , so easily jealous , so easily upset. I never been this scared I never was so uncertain of what to do or speak I never been so alone.. I never had more than i could keep and what i need now is someone like you. cant believe i didn't look u up i am calling out your name. i am falling, i cant feel your flame, its so cold I am tired okay , no matter how hard i try , it seems so impossible. I am so afraid with who i am I need your strength to live again. Thanks (_) for making me happy, though the ''happy'' mode did not last long. Still, yeah at least i was happy for that 30mins or so. Secondly, commontest results. English : 14/25 Mathematics : 35/50 (A2) Physics : 18/25 (A2) Wednesday, March 04, 2009
posted at 4:28 PM
[Edited]Yayu♥ just called me i really miss her loads siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. D: I wanted to meet her soon after my fringe grows longer. Yeah, i chatted with her with school and life for about 10mins, then my ear hothot liao, so hang up and gonna bath soon :D [/Edited] ( I just can't control my feelings anymore, it hurts more everyday to see you over there when i am right here. ) Ugh -.- never complete mathematics commontest paper sia. T.T Teacher told us that english more than half of the class failed. Geog, Physics, Biology i confirm fail like (insert your own word) So saddening right ? -_________________________- Literature also very pathetic, i never even revise okay ! School wasn't really pleasent. But had some fun at MacDonald after school with seniors. They were really funny. =============================================== Shortshort post yeah. Annws, Yesterday wasn't in a good mood yeah, but when i online at night then LEONGHENGWEI talked to me in msn, he made me so happy again :DDDDDDDDD Labels: ツ Tuesday, March 03, 2009
posted at 2:40 PM
NO MOOOD.STFU !@#$% , !@#$% , !@#$%, !@#$%, !@#$%, seriously, why do i even care? i don't even know you so well, you just appeared out of no where. Why do i even bother about how you look at me Why do i even bother about how you think of me. No matter how i hard i try to clear the misunderstanding, you don't even care. Yeah, i must have been so stupid trying to make you understand Monday, March 02, 2009
posted at 4:58 PM
Common Test Day 1.Met Kelly at yewtee today morning :D we had fun crapping here and there, she made me laugh like hell. Met charmaine at school , cause Kelly needed to do some _______. MAUAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH XD it was hilarious can ! Yeah, then we had Chinese Paper one , compo and letter writing. I aren't gonna score so well T.T i was like scribbling, don't even think the teacher would understand my handwriting. Thn breaktime, crapped and played around . Saw alot shuai ge :O Geography was (speechless) , i don't even know what the question asking for la. So began anyhow writing craps. Annws, think imma goonna fail Geography. After that,went to locker. Then saw MissLow -'- caught my skirt. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE, finally a teacher notices about my skirt. And misslow began exaggerating about my skirt -.- she also scold tzeting. then , she dunno say what crap . Annws, after school went lot one , ate at foodcourt . Shared soup with Tzeting <3> Yuupp, yummy . Slacked at toilet awhile, then walked to cousin's house fot tuition. HOME.
I HATE YOU LA. Sunday, March 01, 2009
posted at 5:20 PM
.jpg) Wee. Churching today :D Uber fun games we played and stuffs. Lunch time was nice toooooo , charmaine and i couldn't finish the food so Martin and John helped us eat. But at first Martin was like : Cannooot touch Women's food " Lol, (laugh) siaa. Then played Chicken Kingdom . We kept doing StarJumps and in the end, we got 41peanuts. but charmaine found one peanut, and she got 42 . So she emerge as Chicken Queen , mauaahhaha. Then sang Songs. Then speaker UncleBeng came to talk to us, "You died" . Yeah, my old self died years years years ago when Jesus died on the cross to save me :D It was nice, he told us about being ressurrated , crucified and stuffs . After that, LRT-ed home with charmaine. Saw Denise at interchange. I, Valerie Chew En Hui am committed to make a difference for Jesus Christ. "However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only i may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me - the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace." Acts 20 : 24 |
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