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Monday, March 30, 2009
God, guide me through. posted at 7:10 PM
I am not the old me i used to be.Ever since, i got promoted to secondary 1. Life just seems so much different. Once, i just smile and laugh at everyone i know; but now, there aren't anymore laughter and fun. Happiness just seem to gone to a far far away place. Laughing at something/someone which isn't funny, isn't nice, do you know how does it feel to be faking a smile at something/someone which make your heart sink lower and lower? It just hurts so much, why can't i just be like the girl i once used to be, never bothered at how people look at me, never bothered to be upset about comments made by others, never be bothered by people who just don't seem to care, never be so that upset at things which aren't meant to be upset for. I am trying my best, i want to be a good friend, a good person. I don't want to quarrel with my parents anymore, i don't want to quarrel with my friends anymore. I want to be good, i want to be nice, i want to be caring and kind. God, please guide me through. John would be leaving for Australia tonight, please do look after him. Allow him to come back after 6months , safe and sound. Be careful John :) We will miss you. Lois and Jasper would be leaving for missionary trip, i don't know when but still God, do take care of them and others too. They will be spreading Your word, spreading love to the world :D ______ Everytime, you would be in my mind. I close my eyes, and i would be hoping you are beside me. I don't know what is that in yours eyes, whether it is good or bad. I know, i would not be able to see you in school, but still i hope i do. I turn back everytime i leave, hoping to see you, even though i know you would never be there, i still hope so. Please. |
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